you came in my life and give me a chance to suck the air in the world, you make me can smile and enjoyed this life. when im lonely you came  and bring a stupid joking and made me laugh during my eyes closed you did anything that i wanted.
        but in next the way you gone and hurt my heart, you lost and made me hang is like flower on the air, i was crying and can not breath again without you. when you gone i hope you felt the same like me, looking for you in everywhere but you are not there. its like a bad dream cause you told love and leave without anything.
and now iam laying on bad in hospital with my cancer, in my time i just called you name and hope you will come to kiss me and said anything before im back to God's home.
    maybe in my last breath can suck you breath and make a power to my life. i love you